Synopsis
If someone had told me a year ago that I was about to fall in love, go on an epic road trip, ride a Triceratops, sing on a bar, and lose my virginity, I would have assumed they were on drugs.
Well, that is, until I met Beckham.
Beck was mostly to blame for my recklessness. Gorgeous, clever, undeniably charming Beck barreled into my life as if it were his mission to make sure I never took living for granted. He showed me that there were no boundaries, rules were for the spineless, and a kiss was supposed to happen when I least expected.
Beck was the plot twist that took me by surprise. Two months before I met him, death was knocking at my door. I’d all but given up my last scrap of hope when suddenly, I was given a second chance at life. This time around, I wasn’t going to let it slip through my fingers.
We set out on a road trip with nothing to lose and no guarantees of tomorrow.
Our road trip was about young, reckless love. The kind of love that burns bright.
The kind of love that no road-map could bring me back from.
**Recommended for ages 17+ due to language and sexual situations.**
Kota's Review
My first introduction to RS Grey’s writing was with Behind His Lens, a story with erotic undertones about the importance of life and love… With this Heart was nothing like that… not really!
With this Heart takes us on Abby’s journey as she takes life by the balls, chooses to live it, and lives it in the company of Beck. The underpinning driver behind Abby is the gift of a second chance.
With this Heart is written with a mix of love, laughs, firsts, sadness, loss, hope, and so many more emotions. The characters are well developed and the story rolls off the pages. It has your heart soaring, and breaking as Abby goes on her road trip.
Abby and Beck are perfect for each other – how they meet is quite unique, but as the relationship blossoms you are cheering for them. This story has twists, big gaping pot holes and a full circle journey to find the happy ever after tale.
I think this is a great NA story, and RS Grey has an amazing gift with the written word. You definitely are a 3rd wheel on this journey, as you are drawn into Abby’s life.
I will say, that while there was absolutely nothing wrong with the writing, the structure or the plot I did struggle initially to get sucked in. The pages kept turning, but I almost felt like I was pulling teeth to draw out my emotions. With that in mind – at around 38% - BAM… something shifted, I was hooked, ugly face crying by the end and seriously needing some happiness to pour out of the page.
So my advice is – read this story. If you find it slow – just treat it like sex, a slow build makes the end all that much more exciting!! By the end I was in… I loved the story – I felt the emotions, I wanted the HEA and I sat back and reflected on the very clear message about the importance of living… Thank you RS Grey.
Iva's Review
** Just wanted to say that Iva's review may have some spoilers, but this review has to be shared... so please, read ahead with caution as we don't want to spoil this story for anyone. **
Love Kota
Here it is.....
Years ago, a girl I knew needed a heart transplant. She was funny, vivacious and seemingly full of life, despite not having the energy to enjoy it.
Finally her name came up, and she received her new heart. Everybody thought that this was going to give her the energy she required to be herself. Instead she seemed to change her personality so that she matched her old broken heart. Her eyes lost their gleam, her weight plummeted, she hardly smiled and she spent a lot of time staring into space.
I asked her why one day and she gave me a blank look and said.
"This heart beats wrong. It's not mine and it reminds me with every beat it gives."
She stopped taking her anti-rejection drugs 12 weeks later.
By telling you this, it may give you some insight on how affected I was by R.S. Grey's With this Heart. To say she "hit the nail on the head" in terms of the whole psychological aspects of transplantation is an understatement. We often only focus on how happy the donor recipient and their family will be at this precious gift and a second chance at life. What we fail to think of is the massive change their life undergoes and that it's not simply a case of sticking the new organ in and waving goodbye to the doctors and never setting foot inside a hospital again. Instead their life is full of new restrictions, new medications, regular ongoing blood tests, new ways to perceive themselves and guilt over who lost their life to save theirs..
Abby appears to be one of the lucky ones. A childhood of illness and hospitals has finally blossomed into a bright future of health and possibilities. But how does someone who has had to live close to the phone and the hospital learn to spread their wings and really live?
R.S Grey's story begins with Abby trying to start her life with her new heart. That Beck happens to see and follow her at this significant moment is probably the one thing that encourages Abby to start moving forward, even if it feels at first as if she is going no where.
Beck gives Abby the courage and excitement she needs but also offers patience and understanding. He is hot, and cheeky and I just adored him.
Abby is learning who she is now that she has the chance to experience life and not just barely live it. Add to that her guilt over receiving a life saving gift when many of her friends haven't and will not and also the part of her that is unsure whether she can live up to the burden of being responsible for an important part of someone else beating inside her.
The relationship between Abby and Beck progresses a bit slow at first. I think if it had been any quicker then the authenticity of the story would have dwindled. Abby needed to gain confidence in herself and let herself feel worthy of love before she could allow herself to fall in love. Beck seems to understand this and allows Abby to set the pace.
The writing is brilliant. The pace matches Abby's emotional adjustment in the wake of her transplant and the words echo her sentiments. There is joy and sadness, hope and despair, pleasure and angst and it is all choreographed beautifully around characters with quirky humour and sharp wits which make them palpable and loveable.
R.S Grey needs to be congratulated on writing a story that accurately reflects the transition of a patient who has received a transplant and is given a chance a happiness and love.
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